Life has a way of showing you what you want and putting it just out of your grasp. It takes a lot to get it in your grasp. But when you do its worth the wait.

I don't really understand what I'm feeling right now. Things just keep happening in no particular order that don't completely make sense to me. I guess love will do that to you. It takes a lot of work to keep up a good relationship. He makes me feel things, things I can't describe. I've never felt so alive. It's like when we're together the whole world stands still. I don't even always have to be right with him. I can except it when he is right, and admit it too. Something I never thought would be possible. I thought that I was always right no mater what even if I wasn't. Now I know when I am wrong and can accept it. I don't really understand how this all happened. It kind of snuck up on me. I guess the feelings were there for a long time....but it took me a while to become conscious of them and realize just how I felt. Now that I realize the depth of the situation. I want him to know everything about me. I want him to know I have nothing to hide from him. I want to be open and honest...Something I don't think I've ever experienced. But I guess thats part of being in love...experiencing things you've never experienced together.