unfortunately that is life, there are two choices there, you can use your head or you can use ur heart. if you let your heart dictate then the rewards are increased. the downside to this is that the pain is increased which is what you're feeling. Yes showing ur emotions does make you vulnerable, but thats part of it, and friends can be great to help keep you safe when you're vulnerable also i can guarentee that someone else has gone through the pain you're feeling too and while the path you walk may seem to have no end, to use the cliche there is light at the end of the tunnel (and its not the 4:07 express) give it time... to be cliche'd again... time heals all wounds

so painfully true i didn't think people felt like that.. my friends don't seem to understand anyway thank u

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